it is written in the destination. That was how I started my dream "RBD".
The July 7, 2007 was the first concert I attended, in Benidorm. I did not realize that since 2006 began to be a crazy fan and hysterical, and I only worry in your life to read news online or buy your albums, until I go to see you. When I saw you I knew it would be you that always brighten my path.
Esper &I did, and it was for you. Because he knew that one day return to give us a surprise to all your fans and poderme say: "The dream continues, Do not fall yet." For what I paid for my corazóny not my head, and I wanted to try again.
2009 came. I had my 15 years, and in that year Anahi World Spain is fully consolidated. Received the support of many, while not the others, but I made do with the people who supported us, because as you always have taught us, it's worthwho loves you and respects you, the other ... well, others do not deserve any of my words.
I was a girl who always fought for the good of the club, Anahi World Spain was the place and the place where you could go to when you were thousands of personal problems and needed off steam. There you could read news about your career, watch videos and photographs, talk to your friends ... Friends and colleagues of illusions that were created because of you.
Proasted one year, 2010. In February I turned 16. Believe it or not, when you go from 12 to 16, spend so much and live so explicitly for a Dream (first RBD, and then you), you forget who you are. Yes, you forget yourself. And I will not deny, because it is so simple and easy as that. I lost myself, so I do not remember how it used to be 12 years old, I really do not remember, first it hurts but otherwise no, do you know why? Because as I said, at 12 was a foolish and conceited girl. Thanks to you, my personality has changed audifficult situations as to whisper in the ear, to advise and help in whatever comes ahead. It's a happy ending that marks the beginning of a new dream, or maybe not. May not want to repeat these sentiments, perhaps no dream can resemble or replace the previous one. But still, I know your heart will be with me.
come the hour in which both can show the world what we have to say, worth it. A song will make this story, I will recordar all the beautiful moments I spent with you, to never fade. I know I'm going to miss more than anyone before, I know that I will want to hold on to you, it's hard to say goodbye, but I have to.
is like a test I have to overcome, I need to know what life holds for me without being at your side, without your support, without having you to think of you when something I go wrong or when you are well. Still, while I go to look for myself, I can always have your memories and smile.
CHT
MLXC
But, I always know I'll be with me wherever I go.
And I write all this not mourn, instead, I smile, you know why? Because even come a day when you have to leave behind me my childhood, my childhood, first heard a song the first time I sang without me screaming matter what people thought the first time I saw you in close, so many photos, many memories, the first time I met you ... sabr & eathe. You taught me to be a person, to live life as if it were short, that's what we should do each of us.
is time to think only of me, let these 4 years of memories, it's time to lock this box, you know me understand, I know you understand I need to get away from all this, sometimes you carry so much weight on your shoulders you need to say goodbye, and now I understand, that although the endings are sad, are always needed. Life itself is a final.
Now I need to focus on me, living the life you left stored in the trunk for 12 years and resume. I have to rediscover myself and discover who I really am. Thinking about my life as a normal, complete my studies, focus on my family and friends smile go slowly keeping this chain that binds me to you. It's crazy, you know? It's an obsession that I can not nor want to control, nor carry it. I need to disengage, not wearing a life unique and exclusive thinking of you, is not healthy.
The d & iacwhere I will but I'm sure I want to live so many different experiences as possible. I want to go back to being a normal person.
I wish you all the love and all the luck you may be in the world, I'm sure I'll have a world totally at your disposal. Everything good and bad that we will be here within. You changed my life for 4 years, it's back to change it and turn around at all grade levels that are possible.
One day
We also want to say something, I'll tell you then I know from personal experience. I took 4 years to meet Anahi, and fans do not know how we break down slowly when we see that it is impossible to reach you. I've felt, and feels horrible, it's like not love yourself, and feel that they're good for nothing, and nothing makes sense, the embrace itself is not enough. And I think until you get to go crazy because I do not know what to do or just trying to get a hug from you. So my advice you try to ground the fans closer, I know that sometimes can be a bit intense and we can make da & amp; about girls, or physically, but if things go well, organized and calm, everyone can have their chance.
Anahi
Good luck. You are an amazing, special and magical. Contigo problems become easier and the color has a fascinating life, but unfortunately sometimes we consume ourselves without realizing it. I know I will achieve everything you set out and llegarása where you want.
Wish me luck please s & am
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